Desperately keeping your unkempt loose ends.

I couldn't sleep at all last night.
Walked, prayed, read and stoned.
But nothing worked.

So in 3 days, I have slept only a total of 10 hours.
Again.. 3 hours per day.

I don't know what is happening.
But something kept me awake the whole night.
As I took the bus off to work, suddenly the Writer in me appeared.
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The moment of truth is always the moment of fight.
Inner-proselytizing.

The moment of weakness is always accompanied by an old direction of flight.
Emotive Baggage.

"When you want to do something great, you are always in preparative mode.
The fight begins on the inside.
Then it is continued on the outside.

You moved on the inside.
But you stayed for a fight on the outside."

"When you grow weak, you are always in an endless mode.
There is always somewhere to hide on the inside.
Then you are desperately tying loose ends.

You moved nothing inside.
But you are always busy nowhere outside."
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When people look at you, your eyes become scurry.
You are desperately keeping your unkempt loose ends.

When you can't sleep, it's usually because something is coming.
You are in preparative mode.
That's nice to know.