"I can't stand up BUT I can't fall down.."

I was playing the guitar to this song last night..

Dishwalla - "Somewhere In The Middle"

I was out the other day
and I saw you in your big black car
and I was waving as you were passing
cause I know who you are
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
did you think for second I would not realize

[Chorus]
Tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
cause I'm somewhere in the middle of this

I was out the other night
and I saw you so we had a fight
it was late and I was lonely
and its such a long way home
so I asked you if you'd join me
for a single last call drink
so you turned and bought us 2
and you didn't even blink
you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
when you drink it makes you angry
when I drink I want you more and more and more

well I find it hard
I always tried to find the sane life
but I don't like the way things are
and I keep falling to my knees
somewhere in the middle of this


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I was really rocking it last night.
Strange. Old songs are really amazing.
Sweat it all out.
The next morning felt better.

It is good when you have completed what you promised.
I kept my word.
It is good what you delivered what governs your values.
I kept my sanity.

I feel more alive now.
"I can't stand up BUT I can't fall down.."

That is what I am feeling today.
Can-do. Everyone is counting on me.