Forever going to be bad at lies.

"Very pretty!!"

I know.
It was there in my sight. Way before the transformation.

I saw it.
And I said to you.
In infant stage.
Don't believe me.. but believed others.

When I knew the flaws, I still love it.
Because I seen something more than shallow.

I joke about appearances.
But I am straight forward looking on the inside.

But now everyone crowds around you.
Rallies you. Celebrates you.
I remember you used to tell me that you were always alone.
And now you are not.
They love you for your talents.
I'm happy for you.
I was there when you were dreaming.
Realizing that dream became my exit.

I am a bad liar.
Forever going to be bad at lies.

YL: "Loyalty. I love you for your loyalty. Not many people appreciate that anymore."

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"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive"