You are happy when you can persistent what you are doing.

I have really awkward birthday celebrations. And it happens every year.

2009 was no different. Spending most of the day in the lab.

But it was nice to know that people care. :)

Boss bought me a cake.

Mum gave me ang bao.

Members took me to east coast.

My very first birthday gift was actually a glass of Erdinger!

Quirky but I like it.

One of my fav birthday gifts this year (though I heard a few times):

"I miss your preaching."

Why?

"It is just.. different."

To think I almost told myself that I am really a fool to let go.

I know understand this.

"But what's the sense in carrying around

This weight, these words are tearing me apart

And that's enough for the back to break

That's enough for a mouth to take

But I've been paying for it since I drove my girl away

And that's the sign of a solemn man

I'll make the best of the best I can

And I'll be better for it if I ever get my chance"

Listening to this song. Now I fully conceptualized.

Being better is to be able to deliver what I am delivered to do.

Persistence itself is the reward.

You are happy when you can persist what you are doing.

A man becomes consistent when he becomes consistently endangered

I am so tired.

Tired of patient.

Why would everyone love to ask about anointing but few would pay the price for it?

Why would everyone love to ask about character but few would pay the price for integrity?

Sometimes I just wish, let no one ask.

It takes a hard person to go to the distance.

It takes a soft heart to cut the cheese.

This is the anointing. But you must be willing.

That is what it truly means.

To cut your heart.

The worldly will always hate me for discipline.

The worldly will always avoid me for bending my knee.

The worldly will always count loss what I count gain.

A man becomes consistent when he becomes consistently endangered.

Coldblooded Faith

Just came back from Karmel and Gideon.

I dedicate this song to all those I prayed for. I thank you for letting me pray for you.

I teared when I think of you.

Your Coldblooded Faith is not impoverished.

Your faith amazes me and causes me to chill.

Something that is coldblooded means that it goes beyond humanity and logics.

It chills up all the logical agreements.

Your faith stops heartbeats.

Like a dead man, that first resurrected heart beat is what I am feeling.

Give me a sign. God, send.

Give me a sign (Breaking Benjamin)

Dead star shine 

Light up the sky     

I'm all out of breath    

My walls are closing in 

Days go by 

Give me a sign      

Come back to the end     

The shepherd of the damned  

PRE CHORUS:  

I can feel you falling away

Robby - The Man who walked to Church

CHORUS 1:     

No longer the lost    

No longer the same     

And I can see you starting to break      

I'll keep you alive        

If you show me the way    

Forever, and ever     

The scars will remain     

I'm falling apart 

Leave me here forever in the dark  

VERSE 2:  

Daylight dies 

Blackout the sky      

Does anyone care    

Is anybody there 

Take this life 

Empty inside     

I'm already dead      

I'll rise to fall again  

PRE CHORUS:  

I can feel you falling away

Arisman - The Man who smiled and talks to God

CHORUS 2:     

No longer the lost    

No longer the same     

And I can see you starting to break      

I'll keep you alive        

If you show me the way    

Forever, and ever     

The scars will remain     

I'm falling apart 

Leave me here forever in the dark  

BRIDGE:      

God help me I've come undone 

Out of the light of the sun     

God help me I've come undone 

Out of the light of the sun  

PRE CHORUS:  

I can feel you falling away

Gideon Youth - A New Thing is not impossible.

CHORUS 3:    

No longer the lost    

No longer the same     

And I can see you starting to break      

I'll keep you alive        

If you show me the way    

Forever, and ever     

The scars will remain

Anton - The Man who will remember the goodness of God

OUTRO:  

Give me a sign 

There's something buried in the words

Give me a sign

Your tears are adding to the flood  

Just   give me a sign 

There's something buried in the words   

Give me a sign 

Your tears are adding to the flood 

Just   give me a sign 

There's something buried in the words 

Give me a sign 

Your tears are adding to the flood

Forever, and ever    

The scars will remain