100 Suns

It hurts to sleep now..

I woke up @ 9am..
Taking pictures all around Singapore.
With a swollen arm, blistered toes..
Finally delivering everything that I promised.

I slept under a void deck just to wait for a second chance.

A sorry via messenger is really no sorry.

Instead, I got insulted.

I didn't step down because it is my faith.
It is - I am hurt. My heart is full of wrath.
Out of the heart, words that come out will build or destroy.

I love and not want.
If I did, I would have done things unreasonable.
I would want revenge. I would spread and get back. But I didn't.

Now everyone knows.
But no one gave me a call to ask me how am I.
No one cheered for me.
Now everyone looks at me with an eye.

I am so tired of crying.
I am so tired of swelling.
I am so tired of being accused.
I am so tired of trying to forgive.

I want.. nothing.

Thirty Seconds to Mars
100 Suns


I believe in nothing
Not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing
Not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing
Not the day or not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts

I believe in nothing
100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing
Not in sin and not in God
I believe in nothing
Not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing
But the truth in who we are