Thursday, July 1, 2010

This is how I see you and me and everyone

Song facts about Iris..

1- Lead singer Johnny Rzeznik wrote this. He had a terrible case of writer's block before coming up with this. He even went to a psychiatrist for help.

2- This is about a person with an invisible identity who no one understands. Then, he finds true love. He wants his true love to know that he exists and that she is the only person in the world who can understand and love him - hence the last line, "I just want you to know who I am." The title means this is how I see you and me and everyone.

3- The name "Iris" was inspired by a Country singer named Iris DeMent, whose name Rzeznik came across while reading a magazine. This was confirmed in a 1999 interview with Goo's bass player Robbie Takac in Addicted To Noise.

4- This was nominated for Grammys in the categories Song Of The Year, Record Of The Near, and Best Pop Performance By Duo Or Group.

It didn't win any of them.

What if I just make her a little pair of wings out of paper?

"Hey aren't you that guy..."

Say what you want.





I remembered watching this movie during one of my truant expeditions.

The girl beside me was crying.
And she hated me for NOT crying.

I was puzzled.
Really.

We argued that day. Quite badly because it was firm.
I cannot understand the crying.
What was happening to me everyday was apparently a brand new experience for her.

A sacrifice is never from the conditional.
Only the cost is.
A sacrifice is always stamped out from willingness.
Because the exchange is high rated and needs to be overcome.

Simply put.
If you were given this opportunity, would you let go of everything?
The truth is.
Most people would not.
And that is why it is easy to feel touched.
For the courage that you do not have, you retrieve it from others.

But for those who have the courage.
We have started counting the cost to pay up.
Embarking on that makes you less emotional.

But that courage must be mixed with Truth.
Courage without Truth is just blindness.
And you can check Courage.
By reaffirming it with other angels who will go through the likes, like you.

Just like the Angel who fell in this story.
Seth.
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Seth: You're an excellent doctor.
Maggie: How do you know?
Seth: I have a feeling.
Maggie: That's pretty flimsy evidence.
Seth: Close your eyes. It's just for a moment.

Seth: What am I doing?
Maggie: You're... touching me.
Seth: Touch. How do you know?
Maggie: Because, I feel it.
Seth: You should trust that. You don't trust it enough.

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Maggie: What happened?
Seth: Free will.
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Seth: The little girl asked me if she could be an angel.
Cassiel: They all want wings.
Seth: I never know what to say.
Cassiel: Tell them the truth. Angels aren't human. We were never human.
Seth: What if I just make her a little pair of wings out of paper?
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Seth: Why do people cry?
Maggie: What do you mean?
Seth: I mean, what happens physically?
Maggie: Well... umm... tear ducts operate on a normal basis to lubricate and protect the eye and when you have an emotion they overact and create tears.

Seth: Why? Why do they overact?
Maggie: [pause] I don't know.

Seth: Maybe... maybe emotion becomes so intense your body just can't contain it. Your mind and your feelings become too powerful, and your body weeps.

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Nathaniel Messinger: Listen, kid: he gave these bozos the greatest gift in the universe - you think he didn't give it to us, too?
Seth: Which gift?
Nathaniel Messinger: Free will, brother. Free will.
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Maggie Rice: We fight for people's lives in here, right?
Jordan Ferris: Uh-huh.
Maggie Rice: Don't you ever wonder who it is we're fighting with?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Consciousness is routing your choices.

Team Edward and Team Jacob.
Invigorating vs loyalty.

Thought-reader vs persistence.
It was obvious to me about Edward. The undead nature is always life-seeking.

"A contest between 'what I should' and 'what I am'." I completely agree but only that J is what 'she really is' and E is what 'she should'.

Bella's quest for the mysterious side is often confusion and blatant rebellion. Edward is aligned to that selfishness. An exclusive and nonconformist nature. Selfishness is the first gift for romance. In fact, his character is unkind. He wouldn't represent loyalty.

Unfortunately, Jacob's enthusiasm is seen as the mysterious that is non-invigorating. But Jacob was the better man. But because of his ability to give in spite of all.

Bella is led by fantasy. A blatant truth and unfulfilling. The reason for that double-minded is simply her fantasy is telling her she 'should' have edward. And her truth is telling her she 'is' onto Jacob. Not the other way that the stories says. Because she is not ruled for conscious. If she is, then consciousness would not lie to get through. Consciousness is routing your choices.

One brings life and another brings future. It is obvious that a life aligned to the invigorating destroys you. The invigorating takes your own to sustain its own. It is vampiric by nature. You will have to change your own values but only retain personality. Most would choose personality above values. When fantasy is top fashion.

The life aligned to loyalty is always boring. But it is always giving. The loyalist takes his own to sustain yours. It is sacrificial by nature. You have to compromise on your personality but at the price of keeping your values. This is harder choice because it is vibrant.

It is a different way of seeing things.
When you are choosing loyalty and invigorating.

Obviously.. I am team Jasper.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Descriptive of my world



This is so descriptive of my world.

Forever going to be bad at lies.

"Very pretty!!"

I know.
It was there in my sight. Way before the transformation.

I saw it.
And I said to you.
In infant stage.
Don't believe me.. but believed others.

When I knew the flaws, I still love it.
Because I seen something more than shallow.

I joke about appearances.
But I am straight forward looking on the inside.

But now everyone crowds around you.
Rallies you. Celebrates you.
I remember you used to tell me that you were always alone.
And now you are not.
They love you for your talents.
I'm happy for you.
I was there when you were dreaming.
Realizing that dream became my exit.

I am a bad liar.
Forever going to be bad at lies.

YL: "Loyalty. I love you for your loyalty. Not many people appreciate that anymore."

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"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive"

Monday, June 28, 2010

I will allow entry to what remains useful.

"So let those good thoughts fill your head."

"When you done the best you could.."
"Be the best you can be."
"Nothing is beyond you."
"Gotta feel that pride."



This band is allowed on Sesame Street for only one good reason.
Because it can change a world of influence.

I will allow entry to what remains useful.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Can I finally let it down now?

"Are you the guy from Haiti?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I am not too sure. But you look kinda like him."

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"YL ask me to ask you."

"Why?"

"Because you can remember everything and everyone very well!"

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"We want you to come!!"

"Why?"

"You are like our zone's super leader la. If you are gone, then how??"

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"Thank God you didn't go to drama."

"Why?"

"Because if you did. Many of us won't be here today."

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"You should change your job, man."

"Why?"

"You got the EYE, man! You got it!"

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"You are OUR moses!"

Can I finally let it down now?